Hi folks! how are you?
it's been a while since I write, or pouring my thoughts into words, as I may say.

This is a great year, at some point. I've reached some of my goals, some of my dreams, and I finally graduated! yeeeyyy!!

But, it's not that great if I see through my emotional stability.
I'm dying, emotionally.
Things that I've been put through my face is merely a mask. when I'm alone, all I can do is still. I can do nothing.
this is very disturbing.

Sensing is always my biggest flaw, and right now, no, this past year and a half, all I can do is sensing. which is makes things worse.

I've come up with weird personality. even I can't recognize myself anymore. I don't know who I am, and I don't know what I'm become.

I'm currently undergoing some deep emotional stress, according to professional account. As long as I know, when I'm in deep sleep, my mind couldn't rest, my body is still and resting, but waking in state of mind like I'm undergo some physical exercise of an olympic candidate.

I'm tired.