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Tuesday, February 2, 2010 6:15 PM

unable to see through your wandering spirit
unfathomable, the colour of your pupils
a passing wind, a waking dream
like life, love remains undefined
your heart, what confuses it so?

the outline of your body disappears into the night
I watch the cherry blossoms waiting to see their blooms
I watch you, embracing me, your eyes lonelier than the moonlight
And I let you seek happiness in someone else's arms

Loving you, untouchable like a heartbeat
painting you, I cannot paint your skeleton
remembering your expression, my reason to persist in waiting for you
My heart, will only be torn to shreads by you

diambil dari lagu chinese. judulnya painted heart - jane zhang
dengerin lagu ini bikin gw pengen nangis
ost film painted skin. awkawkaw
itu film sumpe dehhhh...
romantis sihh.. cuman goblok aje. hahaha

anyway..
bebarapa hari ini adalah hari longrun buad gw.
waktu tidur yang sangat sedikit membuat gw berpikir banyak dan makan banyak sehingga berat gw juga bertambah banyak. hahahaha
ngabisin sisa sisa dvd anime yang.. hmm. ampe gw uda ntn ulang 4-5 x
wkwkwkw. wandering at night daghh

hari ini adek gw daped kepastian dari sma yang dituju dan di terima. congratz for you two. gw berharap banak sama adek" gw tercinta, jangan sampe merusak nama baik gw sebagai alumni. awkawkkawkaw
tq buad ronald juga uda sms pagi" ngasi tau mereka masup. haha

sedang banyak pikiran. walopun gw sejujurnya gak ikut mikirin, tapi kabut" mendung adek" gw dua mulai menyelimuti rumah, secara mereka sangat sibuk dengan sekolahnya, kegiatan" after-school, berhubung siswa ujian, rumah gw juga jadinya full omelan mak babe gw nyuruh mereka belajar,
ahahahah
gw pengen ketawa, tapi gw gak tega. tiap kali abis belajar, pasti berantem. halahh..

liburan uda tinggal 2 minggu!!
waktu ceped banged berlalu.
padahal masi ada tempat" yang pengen gw jajal
masi ada kegiatan" yang pengen gw cuba
masi ada makanan" yang pengen gw cicip
masi ada hasrat untukk.. liburan.
hahahaha

mungkin minggu ini jadi minggu yang tepat buad mulai itu semua, setelah beberapa hari yang agak hectic.

hahaha






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