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over think, now I'm hung over.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 8:47 PM

gw baru pulang dari Solo beberapa hari yang lalu, dan sangat" capek. sangat" padat jadwal minggu ini. awkakwkawkaw
mulai dari ketemu sama Mr. Stealer, plus Ivan and sang Pacar, kemaren gw baru aja mengadakan gathering again for our beloved friend Wito, wish you the best! take care, we'll waiting for u to come back immediately. hahahhaha
padahal mestinya hari ini gw ntn pelem yg sangat mengundang hasrat "suster keramas" itu, tapi gara" satu dan lain hal, gw gbsa ntn, maap Suma, lain kali gw ntn dagh. awkkawkawk


anyway, hari" gw d solo gw lewatkan dengan penuh bersenang-senang, full!
dari berkunjung ke rumah sodara", rumah kenalan mak babe gw, pergi ke tempat" mereka used to date, looking to each other eyes, hahahha
a lot of fun. some fun I can't get here in Jakarta.
gw KENYANG abis. literally. makan tuh gak berenti. tidur malem bangun pagi, sarapan makan siang cemilan makan malem kudapan tengah malam semua dijajal. hahahhaa. It was heaven! and I'm going back in half year. 
next time i'll be alone. one full month without any distraction, and I'm going to surf the city on my own. 
Solo, wait for me. hahahhahah


howeverrr...
liburan kali ini emang aneh", ketemu Yosua di pekalongan, ketemu si Otot di tawangmangu, ketemu banyak orang lain yg gw gak sangka bakal ketemu. hahaha, sayang Do, mungkin liburan semester depan kita bisa accidentally meet somewhere around town? awkkawkawk


dan memang hidup itu seimbang, gw daped banyak kesenangan, dan emang ada sisi hitam dibalik itu semua. hahahha
banyak rahasia, banyak cerita, banyak omongan gak enak yang beredar,
but I know something was off. I know it for a long time, this time it's popping out, I'm not going to shock.
gw binun menghadapai kehilangan.
kehilangan apapun, karena pada dasarnya gw malas mencari. gw sangat pasif dan cenderung tidak reaktif terhadap hal - hal kae gini. hahaha
jadi pada saat gw harus memutuskan, gw gbsa apa". damn it.
I always over think something, 
sekarang gw mabok sama pikiran" gw. 
banak hal yang gw tau itu benar, dan banyak hal yang sangat spekulatif kejer"an di otak gw.
hahahaha
silly, but it's true.
I can't share, because I don't know how.
sekarang gw yang binun, kapan hung over ini selesai?



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